Electrified womb erects distending down the lives bright fresh
And I nurture breaths, and flowers twist in that hidden dimension of sight
And blindly anxious I roam into moments of re-construction
With clarity the heavy scented air
And hope
To let it go and dance a ragged faithless dance
Light arching across kingdoms stretching shadows
And all is in its face beyond recognition clearly but in clarity revolving
And all is fine as silk in the hours leading to the moments pulling
And all is free and flowing and eviscerating to an end
Life being boundless
Everything is born anew into old air
Cresting the eye see’s a beginning in every split second new age
Beginning to begin again
And torn suddenly into the heavy airs
Everywhere is destruction and shed skin
And onwards is a hollow hole
Ah but the horizons
The pity
Hi ho the sweet nectar of human spirit leaking
And the loneliness that spreads ducts across happy hills
The childhood spilling over and over and over aching teeth
And the fire of the flood
And we carried with eyes wide feeling and feel
And feel and feel and feel until the iron and carbon have finished screaming
A poem with a strong bite.
i mean that as a compliment
Thank you. I put this stuff on here for people to relate to, or have fun trying to figure out. I am very glad it had a strong impact on you. Anyone who has dealt with depression probably would relate to this piece. I’ve changed since I wrote it in that I would say I respect my depression more as a sub-conscious induced state of introspection to uncover clusters of symbols that need to be decoded, and once they are dissolved and decoded, I am closer to myself. So I would say I was a little more negative about depression in general when I wrote this. But thank you very much ksverny.